Jet lagged.

It's officially been over a year since I last saw my parents, 2/3 of my brothers, my S.O., my friends, and all of my extended family.

I spent every single holiday (except new years day) physically alone in 2020.

I couldn't physically attend my brother's wedding.

I still have no idea when this (physical) loneliness curse is going to end. And I hate every second of it.

To those of you who are lucky enough to live near all of your loved ones, especially during a pandemic, please do not ever take that for granted, ever.